Sunday, September 21, 2014

Want to Play (pay tribute)?

Pay Tribute to Queen Keyholder

I am interested in hearing back from subs (please seek permission from you Domme if you have one) and studs alike.

Identify the following if you choose to pay tribute:
Favorite body part
Sub or not
Favorite kink or fantasy

These guidelines are a progression; it is a prerequisite to pass each level, starting at Level 1. Queen has the final decision if someone should progress or have to repeat a level.

Level 1: Pay Tribute to a Sneak Peak Profile Picture on EP (print picture and come on picture. Send picture to Don't have an EP or Fetlife account? Let me know I can send you a level one photo.

Level 2: You will be emailed a picture (ass or pussy shot). You tribute the photo. Send it back to my email address along with picture of your cock.

Level 3: You will be emailed a picture. You tribute the photo on video.
Subs: beg to come and once you do, you must lick it up; feel free to wear a mask/disguise.
Studs: tell me what you would like to do with me and how you would fuck me if given the opportunity.
Send the video or link to the video to my email address.

Level 4: You will be emailed a video clip and/or picture (Queen’s choice) with audio clip. Queen will only play Domme in this clip. You will do another video to send to me. See a and b above.

Level 5: some might make make it to live online play...we shall see if Queen is won over by you, your cock, or your service.

Want to play?

Monday, September 15, 2014

Paying Tribute to Queen

I have decided to both arouse myself and feed into my sub hub's fantasy of cuckhold by having men video tape themselves paying tribute to my photos. The better their tribute the more revealing my photos. All exchanges will take place via email. Both D and S accepted. Subs will be performing additional tasks as well.  Working out the details and levels....

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

A Hot Night

My knight knows that I love dancing. There's something about the music that makes my body explode with passion, excitement, and sexuality on the dance floor. He took me to a great place that plays disco as well as 80 and 90s dancing songs mixed with today's hits. I had on my jeans with bling on my ass pockets with my red Victoria Secret top where my boobs small yet perky where showing cleavage and the top stopped at my waist line to accentuate my small waist by curvy hips. I don't wear heels or skirts dancing because I like to be able to move and groove. I save my fishnets and  stilettos for other outings.  The jeans set low enough to expose skin and a sexy dip right before my ass. He set at a table not too far from the dance floor.

I was one of the first ones out. I love to dance so much that I don't care and have no worries about being out there by myself. I actually enjoy having the floor, and I enjoy all the men: young, old, all colors and sizes really watching what I can do with my body and imagining how I move in bed and what I could do to them. I don't stop.

It's not long before men approach me to dance. I dance with many and allow many of them to grind me if they can match my movements. After an hour, I am covered in sweat but smell sweet from my perfume.    I talk dirty to the men who have the courage to dance with me. My confidence and sexuality make even the sexiest guy question his chances of a hook up. I tell them my husband is enjoying to show and not to be alarmed or scared of him. He looks intimating at 240 pounds and his military type appearance, but I explain that I keep his cock locked up and I am in charge of what I do. This always arouses men. Most don't even understand male chastity.

Explaining that I have his tiny little clock all locked up in a metal cage confuses and excites them. I grab a couple of men's cocks and explain that I am in control.

 After finding a couple of men that click with my body and movements, I start to feel them up even more getting them hard to check out their package and what they have to offer. This one beautiful, dark-skinned male who towers over my 5 foot 5 torso. His cock is hard and long and while we are grinding he whispers in my ear that my ass is wonderful and he's about the cum. I firmly grab a hold of his cock and tell him he better not; he needs to save that to fill me up, so my husband can lick me clean. I grow excited about a cock that might actual fill me up. Most times I can't even feel my knight in me and he cums in under 5 seconds. I think this cock could fuck me long and hard while my knight watches him please me. I tell him that I doubt even he can fill me up; my favorite dildo is a BBC at 9 inches circumference and have been searching for it's match. Could he be it?

Meanwhile, my husband can hardly control himself. He is sitting at the table all locked up, bursting out of his cage with precum all over the metal constraining him and soaking his silk panties. Will he be eating this man's cream pie?

Not tonight. We go back to the hotel where he pleasured me, I fuck his ass hard, and release him to allow him to cum in me to eventually eat his own cream pie.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Learning My Way

When my knight first brought up the subject of wanting to take our marriage to femdom marriage, I was quite taken back. While the thought excited me (I was always wet and horny), it also scared me. I read some books, one of the best being The Mistress Manual, and we played around with the mistress and slave idea for a while. We even bought our first chastity device and he started doing the housework which were both a huge turnout for me. During our play and learning about femdom, we soon realize that the Queen/knight relationship was a better fit for us. We upgraded our device to a metal, personalized device. I still continued to struggle with confidence, punishment, and some other areas of the lifestyle. The most difficult obstacle through it all, has and will continue to be time. We have high stress jobs with an very active family which makes the time to put into such a 24/7 lifestyle extremely difficult. Finding balance has been a challenge for us.

So over the years we have been off and on--in and out of "lock up" with the cock cage. I get too tired or too emotional to do the needed discipline to make the Ds work. Something comes up and we stop.

Most recently--about a week and a half ago--we tried again. What does this mean? He was put back in lock up with denial. Only this time, he has less chores. He performs most nights (nights that I allow him) pussy worship and service and brings me to orgasms, and works for release. He earns release on weekends (if he is good) and earns weight loss coupons to be used which allows him to cum in my pussy--not a given when I am Queen.

We have pushed ourselves more with this round by sharing with others. I have told a friend which helps in the humiliation department but also gives me an open-minded female in which I can confide. He now refers to her as Miss and is excited and embarrassed at the same time. We attended our first event which was only a meet and greet type but we are talking about taking that further.

Some things are going well, but others aren't. I really struggle with fitting the role, and I believe that over time, I have learned that I need to trust my gut. So while this makes it more difficult to punish, it will keep me from emotionally hurting my knight. I do love my knight, so much that I refuse to fulfill his biggest fantasy of cuckold. This excites him greatly, but down to my core, I cannot make it fit my being. This doesn't mean that I don't enjoy flirting or some up-close contact; it just means currently, I take my vows and commitment to him on a different level. Maybe this makes me less queen-like to some, but I am a Queen that does as I please/want.

I don't know what our Ds relationship has in store for us, but I do know that we are both aroused by it. Right now we are enjoying the wave and learning more about the lifestyle and ourselves.

While we did get in a fight this weekend, and almost threw in the towel, I did squeeze out a session or two. One with punishment, the other without. Both times he was allowed to cum in me (after begging), he knows the drill--he cleans his mess while bringing me to another orgasm. While released Friday night from his cage, he goes back in tonight for another week of training. We are on a journey, and with time and practice, he will be the knight I deserve, and I will he Queen he needs.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Gifting a Ruined Orgasm

My night came over to the side of my bed on his knees. He began to massage me and start his nightly service of my pussy. Earlier in the evening he cleaned my back while I was in the bath and massaged my pussy and could tell that I was already very wet deep inside. He performed oral for several minutes. I ordered him to get out my vibrators. I had several good orgasms including a very intense last one. I allowed him in my bed, and I began to tease him. I stroked his cock through his panties and cage. This aroused him greatly. Pre-come was already spotting his silk panties. I had him remove them; I licked his tiny cock through the metal bars in his cage. I love seeing this 250 pound man all locked up in this metal cage. This caused him to grow beyond the metal keeping him nice secure by being very tight. I stroked him more and more and could tell that he was on the verge of coming. He asked permission if he was allowed to. I granted if he were able to do so with the cage on. With the help of the vibrator and my ass up around the cage, he grew very excited. He moaned and groaned and announced he was coming. While ruined because he couldn't get erect, the orgasm was very intense, long, and several, several days overdue. After he thanked me, I allowed him back in bed to cuddle until I fell asleep.

Monday, August 11, 2014

Exercising Power and Control with Denial

Back at FLM with come back last week.

My knight has been locked since Wednesday.

I decided to go to our first AIS (Adventures in Sexuality) outing Friday, and then I did some dancing afterwards--one of my favorite things to do. The men really like to watch how I move my body on the dance floor, and my hubby gets very aroused by them watching and sometimes grinding on me. Needless to say, by the time we got back to the bedroom, we were both horny as hell.            

The weekend consisted of routine pussy worshiping Friday (with great fisting since I was soaked and horny as well and he was pretty useless locked up), Saturday, and Sunday. We ended our weekend with a great femdom session Sunday which included the following acts:

  • Foot worshiping and massage as I set in the bedroom sitting chair in my snap crotch, red teddy spread eagle to tease him while he rubbed my feet. 
  • Pussy service by mouth, dildo, and vibrators while in the chair and he on the floor on his knees.
  • Canning session with punishment for insubordinate behavior (he completed the act as ordered but had a bad attitude about it). As I lashed his ass, I reminded him who was in charge and what I expected.
  • Pegging followed by deep, powerful ass fucking with strapless dildo, where he called out several times and I reminded him I was in charge.
  • Humiliation about his tiny cock and how we can't satisfy me with it alone.
  • More pussy service by sitting on face for more oral service
  • Allowing him entrance in my wet, creamy pussy but still in his cage only for me to have one last orgasm.

Will he be offered release next weekend? That is the plan if he is good this week. We shall see. For now I have some rules to be followed that fit into five categories:

  • Showing Respect
    • active listening
    • praise me, both in private and public
    • never sass back
    • exercise gratitude and apologize when needed
    • anticipate wishes, desires, and needs and do them before asked
  • Performing Service
    • housework when requested
    • pick up his messes
    • plan and make healthy meals when time allows
    • offer massage and foot rubs when I am stressed
    • dedicate love making to my pleasures
  • Romancing me
    • never miss an opportunity to show affection
    •  create intimate occasions
    • seek out ways to demonstrate love, submissiveness 
  • Gifting me
    • nice gifts on special occasions
    • gifts for no reason
  • Creating quality time
    • realizing I always have the right to change my mind
    • making time for me whenever requested 
    • join wife's hobbies and likes when requested

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

First Milking Session

Just getting back to a little D/s, I decided before I put my knight into long-term lockup, I would allow him release by milking. Of course, he did not know this; I only commanded that he clean his ass prior to coming to bed. Our night started with him servicing my pussy and ass with his tongue until I came. Once I did, I inserted my strapless (strap-on) cock and had him service it while I used my vibrator to cum again. As he took the cock deep into his throat, the ball inside of me mixed with the vibrations gave me an intense and long orgasm.

I praised his work and told him to get on all fours, naked and with his head down, worshiping and praising me, his queen. With his ass in the air, I asked him questions (who's your queen, who has the better cock, who is in control and charge). As he answered, I reaffirmed and canned his ass each time. I also told him that he was not to be lazy and do his chores. He did not know what was coming next.

I lubed his ass and smacked around his dick and balls. I inserting my finger in his ass, starting to milk his prostate with some occasional stroking of his cock. The training continued, lecturing him on his duties and how lucky he was. Also telling him how pathetic his cock is and how I deserve more. Within a matter of minutes, he comes all over the sheets, wanting desperately to lay down and relax after his release. With the cane still at my side, I order him to clean up his mess, every drop of it. Only after the bed is prepared for sleep could he enter and hold me before we went to sleep.

I am really enjoying the control. Most days I am excited about so much, I come home all creamy. I never want to put an excited, wet pussy to waste.