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I am interested in hearing back from subs (please seek permission from you Domme if you have one) and studs alike.

Identify the following if you choose to pay tribute:
Username
Age
Favorite body part
Sub or not
Favorite kink or fantasy

These guidelines are a progression; it is a prerequisite to pass each level, starting at Level 1. Queen has the final decision if someone should progress or have to repeat a level.

Level 1: Pay Tribute to a Sneak Peak Profile Picture on EP (print picture and come on picture. Send picture to Queenkeyholder@gmail.com. Don't have an EP or Fetlife account? Let me know I can send you a level one photo.

Level 2: You will be emailed a picture (ass or pussy shot). You tribute the photo. Send it back to my email address along with picture of your cock.

Level 3: You will be emailed a picture. You tribute the photo on video.
Subs: beg to come and once you do, you must lick it up; feel free to wear a mask/disguise.
Studs: tell me what you would like to do with me and how you would fuck me if given the opportunity.
Send the video or link to the video to my email address.

Level 4: You will be emailed a video clip and/or picture (Queen’s choice) with audio clip. Queen will only play Domme in this clip. You will do another video to send to me. See a and b above.

Level 5: some might make make it to live online play...we shall see if Queen is won over by you, your cock, or your service.

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A Hot Night

My knight knows that I love dancing. There's something about the music that makes my body explode with passion, excitement, and sexuality on the dance floor. He took me to a great place that plays disco as well as 80 and 90s dancing songs mixed with today's hits. I had on my jeans with bling on my ass pockets with my red Victoria Secret top where my boobs small yet perky where showing cleavage and the top stopped at my waist line to accentuate my small waist by curvy hips. I don't wear heels or skirts dancing because I like to be able to move and groove. I save my fishnets and  stilettos for other outings.  The jeans set low enough to expose skin and a sexy dip right before my ass. He set at a table not too far from the dance floor.

I was one of the first ones out. I love to dance so much that I don't care and have no worries about being out there by myself. I actually enjoy having the floor, and I enjoy all the men: young, old, all colors and sizes really watching what I can do with my body and imagining how I move in bed and what I could do to them. I don't stop.

It's not long before men approach me to dance. I dance with many and allow many of them to grind me if they can match my movements. After an hour, I am covered in sweat but smell sweet from my perfume.    I talk dirty to the men who have the courage to dance with me. My confidence and sexuality make even the sexiest guy question his chances of a hook up. I tell them my husband is enjoying to show and not to be alarmed or scared of him. He looks intimating at 240 pounds and his military type appearance, but I explain that I keep his cock locked up and I am in charge of what I do. This always arouses men. Most don't even understand male chastity.

Explaining that I have his tiny little clock all locked up in a metal cage confuses and excites them. I grab a couple of men's cocks and explain that I am in control.

 After finding a couple of men that click with my body and movements, I start to feel them up even more getting them hard to check out their package and what they have to offer. This one beautiful, dark-skinned male who towers over my 5 foot 5 torso. His cock is hard and long and while we are grinding he whispers in my ear that my ass is wonderful and he's about the cum. I firmly grab a hold of his cock and tell him he better not; he needs to save that to fill me up, so my husband can lick me clean. I grow excited about a cock that might actual fill me up. Most times I can't even feel my knight in me and he cums in under 5 seconds. I think this cock could fuck me long and hard while my knight watches him please me. I tell him that I doubt even he can fill me up; my favorite dildo is a BBC at 9 inches circumference and have been searching for it's match. Could he be it?

Meanwhile, my husband can hardly control himself. He is sitting at the table all locked up, bursting out of his cage with precum all over the metal constraining him and soaking his silk panties. Will he be eating this man's cream pie?

Not tonight. We go back to the hotel where he pleasured me, I fuck his ass hard, and release him to allow him to cum in me to eventually eat his own cream pie.

Gifting a Ruined Orgasm

My night came over to the side of my bed on his knees. He began to massage me and start his nightly service of my pussy. Earlier in the evening he cleaned my back while I was in the bath and massaged my pussy and could tell that I was already very wet deep inside. He performed oral for several minutes. I ordered him to get out my vibrators. I had several good orgasms including a very intense last one. I allowed him in my bed, and I began to tease him. I stroked his cock through his panties and cage. This aroused him greatly. Pre-come was already spotting his silk panties. I had him remove them; I licked his tiny cock through the metal bars in his cage. I love seeing this 250 pound man all locked up in this metal cage. This caused him to grow beyond the metal keeping him nice secure by being very tight. I stroked him more and more and could tell that he was on the verge of coming. He asked permission if he was allowed to. I granted if he were able to do so with the cage on. With the help of the vibrator and my ass up around the cage, he grew very excited. He moaned and groaned and announced he was coming. While ruined because he couldn't get erect, the orgasm was very intense, long, and several, several days overdue. After he thanked me, I allowed him back in bed to cuddle until I fell asleep.

Exercising Power and Control with Denial

Back at FLM with come back last week.

My knight has been locked since Wednesday.

I decided to go to our first AIS (Adventures in Sexuality) outing Friday, and then I did some dancing afterwards--one of my favorite things to do. The men really like to watch how I move my body on the dance floor, and my hubby gets very aroused by them watching and sometimes grinding on me. Needless to say, by the time we got back to the bedroom, we were both horny as hell.            

The weekend consisted of routine pussy worshiping Friday (with great fisting since I was soaked and horny as well and he was pretty useless locked up), Saturday, and Sunday. We ended our weekend with a great femdom session Sunday which included the following acts:

• Foot worshiping and massage as I set in the bedroom sitting chair in my snap crotch, red teddy spread eagle to tease him while he rubbed my feet. 
• Pussy service by mouth, dildo, and vibrators while in the chair and he on the floor on his knees.
• Canning session with punishment for insubordinate behavior (he completed the act as ordered but had a bad attitude about it). As I lashed his ass, I reminded him who was in charge and what I expected.
• Pegging followed by deep, powerful ass fucking with strapless dildo, where he called out several times and I reminded him I was in charge.
• Humiliation about his tiny cock and how we can't satisfy me with it alone.
• More pussy service by sitting on face for more oral service
• Allowing him entrance in my wet, creamy pussy but still in his cage only for me to have one last orgasm.

Will he be offered release next weekend? That is the plan if he is good this week. We shall see. For now I have some rules to be followed that fit into five categories:

• Showing Respect
• active listening
• praise me, both in private and public
• never sass back
• exercise gratitude and apologize when needed
• anticipate wishes, desires, and needs and do them before asked
• Performing Service
• housework when requested
• pick up his messes
• plan and make healthy meals when time allows
• offer massage and foot rubs when I am stressed
• dedicate love making to my pleasures
• Romancing me
• never miss an opportunity to show affection
•  create intimate occasions
• seek out ways to demonstrate love, submissiveness 
• Gifting me
• nice gifts on special occasions
• gifts for no reason
• Creating quality time
• realizing I always have the right to change my mind
• making time for me whenever requested 
• join wife's hobbies and likes when requested

First Milking Session

Just getting back to a little D/s, I decided before I put my knight into long-term lockup, I would allow him release by milking. Of course, he did not know this; I only commanded that he clean his ass prior to coming to bed. Our night started with him servicing my pussy and ass with his tongue until I came. Once I did, I inserted my strapless (strap-on) cock and had him service it while I used my vibrator to cum again. As he took the cock deep into his throat, the ball inside of me mixed with the vibrations gave me an intense and long orgasm.

I praised his work and told him to get on all fours, naked and with his head down, worshiping and praising me, his queen. With his ass in the air, I asked him questions (who's your queen, who has the better cock, who is in control and charge). As he answered, I reaffirmed and canned his ass each time. I also told him that he was not to be lazy and do his chores. He did not know what was coming next.

I lubed his ass and smacked around his dick and balls. I inserting my finger in his ass, starting to milk his prostate with some occasional stroking of his cock. The training continued, lecturing him on his duties and how lucky he was. Also telling him how pathetic his cock is and how I deserve more. Within a matter of minutes, he comes all over the sheets, wanting desperately to lay down and relax after his release. With the cane still at my side, I order him to clean up his mess, every drop of it. Only after the bed is prepared for sleep could he enter and hold me before we went to sleep.

I am really enjoying the control. Most days I am excited about so much, I come home all creamy. I never want to put an excited, wet pussy to waste.

Modifications and New Year

The last few months have been less intense. Our lives with work and the children make it sometimes difficult to embed as much of the FLM lifestyle as my sub hub and I like and enjoy. I get tired and busy, so I don't enforce the rules so much and he gets lax and grows moody. We decided, however, to start a weekend ritual of punishment sessions to keep him in line more--by me keeping him more accountable. When it comes down to it, he is here to serve me and make my life easier.

Revision of Chores: The Golden Dozen

1. Wash, dry, fold, iron/steam most of the laundry;

2. Wash dishes daily;
3. Empty dishwasher daily;
4. Plan and prepare dinners (whenever possible based on family schedule), including doing the grocery shopping;
5. Tidy kitchen daily;
6. Make Queen's bed every morning;
7. Turn down Queen's bed (turn on mattress bad as conditions require) along with ice water with lemon at 7:30 p.m. sharp;
8. Provide Queen with a pedicure every weekend;
9. Have Queen's work outfit ironed/steamed and ready for her to wear each morning, including polished shoes and jewelry (assuming she picks out the night before);
10. Pack the children's lunches;
11. Change the Queen's bed sheets every weekend;
12. Perform additional chores/duties as assigned by Queen.

As it stands, our standard rules are:

1. Unless granted special permission from Queen, Knight shall not enter Queen's bed before her;         

2. Until Queen says otherwise (perhaps upon real substantive weight loss and fitness progress by Knight), Knight will stay within in eating allowance provided;
3. In addition to #2, Knight will provide Queen with a daily log/update of diet and exercise;
4. Knight shall provide Queen with an appropriate monthly tribute/gift;

5. Knight shall keep his cock, balls and pubic area hair free. Knight shall be permitted a minimum of 45 minutes out of his device every weekend for grooming and hygiene. This shall be under the supervision of Queen.
6. Knight shall put his work appointments and other obligations (along with the children's activities that he is aware of) on the family calendar as soon as possible;
7. Queen shall not be required to seek approval from Knight for activities she wishes to engage in She may choose to review the family calendar to look for scheduling conflicts, but she is free to do what she wishes, when she wishes, and in the manner that she wishes, without questions from Knight.8. Queen shall not be required to seek approval from Knight for the expenditure of funds. She may spend money to the extent and manner that she thinks is appropriate, without questions from Knight.
9. Treat Queen with the highest degree of respect at all times, even when Knight may not happy with what the situation.

10. Service queen, making her life as easy as possible. Do without her needing to ask. 

My knight will be expected to follow the above outlined lists. Punishment sessions happen weekly regardless of implementation as a reminder. Sessions will be more severe, however, if knight shows lax behavior or any signs of disrespect. Methods of dominance include some of the following: denial, chastity, ruined orgasms, milking, creampie/snowball consumption, ass fucking sissy panties, caning and spanking, humiliation, etc. Rewards will include release. A list of major rewards will be decided on in collaboration, including release in my pussy for special occasions. 

Chastity Makes Me Hot

It has been several weeks since I have had my hubby in chastity. It seems he gets too lax when he's out of his cage. His chores don't get done promptly; he fails to service and worship me on a level that I deserve, and his attitude/tone gets out of submissive mode (especially when he's tired or stressed). He doesn't get to cum in my pussy much anymore; I don't much care for the mess. However, he has been ordered to clean up after his release. He has a birthday coming up and my gift promised to him was release in both my ass and my pussy, but this was when he was servicing me better. I am curious to see how his gifts play out for him. After being locked back up last night, I had the best set of orgasms that I have ever had. With a mix of my favorite vibrator, amazing oral of my entire pussy/ass area, and some finger play, I pulsated and moaned for the longest I can remember. Afterward, I licked his dick through his metal cage; he was bulging out through the slots. Over the past two days, my kitchen has been cleaned and the laundry is almost caught up. He has been back to kissing my feet and ass. I am thinking he really wants to please me (motivated by his birthday wish(es). We plan to revise our rules tonight to better help us embed FLR more in our marriage. My belief is that a good submissive will do everything he can to make my life easier without my needing to ask. He can be very in-tune with this, especially when to take control of his (I mean my) cock.

What to do...

So I just came off of my period, and I have been extremely horny. We were too busy for period sex. My hub who has been lax on his chores with a shoulder injury has been very active with work this weekend. I am not sure if this is to make sure there is lack of a punishment session and more of a reward session or what. However, I plan to make sure the kids are in bed early, so I can get the pussy worshiping and pampering I deserve, for it is LONG overdue. I think we will start with a nice pedicure, foot massage (I did do my long run this weekend), body rubdown, pussy service, cock teasing, a few Os for me, and I will see where the night takes us. He can't cum in my pussy until his birthday (a little more than a month away), but if he does well, I plan to give him release since my yard looks lovely, dinner will be prepared, and my laundry is slowly getting caught up. His hard work may pay off for him indeed.

All Locked Up!

Third time must be a charm! It took us a while, but I think the new Jailbird device finally fits. Poor little thing all locked up! This is going be a lot of fun (evil grin).

Love to Reward Good Behavior

I love how I can get what I want in bed and have a hubby so willing and ready to serve even though there is no promise of release or pleasure on his part. Friday night, started with some major teasing of his cock with some added humiliation about the size. Once he was hard and wanting to cum, I stopped, making sure his focus switched to pleasuring me. While he has a magic tongue, I prefer his magic fingers and hands. After my first wonderful orgasm, I rolled him over and stood above him on the bed. I came down on top of him, sticking his hard, yet stubbing cock in my stretched, wet pussy (he even had to ask if he was inside me). Only I didn't need to assure him due to the fact that he quickly started thanking me for allowing him to enter my luscious pussy, asking--no begging, if he could cum tonight.

We has been working hard on his chores this week. Although they haven't been 100% completed, since he has a demanding work schedule, he has been trying. In addition, he worked out every day with me this week. He knows me well, and he knows that I just may reward his behavior. I am currently working on a weight loss incentive/gift list for him that I hope to have him post soon.

I stroked his cock as I move up on down on his short shaft, confirming that he is in--although swimming as a lonely little clown fish out in the open ocean. The looseness of my opening and wet, wide insides excites him more as he knows that there are others out there that should be satisfying me more. We talk about how I have felt and seen bigger dicks that can please me and how I should be letting those dicks serve my pussy. As he reaches his frustration level of holding on since he has yet been given permission to release, I hop off and demand another PIV O from behind--my favorite. I cum quickly and hard, throbbing for several minutes as he keeps the right pace to keep me in the right state by having my pulsing bullet on my clit and his rightly timed strokes through my opening. He has to remove his cock to allow him time to calm his excitement which ends my several minute O. During this time he works me over with two of my favorite dildos (the huge black one enters with no problem)-giving me more pleasure and another 2 Os.

He begs for release and to do so in my pussy--a privilege that has long passed as his normal method. I do remind him that he has been a very good boy, and this is indeed a possibility even though his release counter is not expired. I allow him to enter another time telling him he has two minutes to make me cum and he may do so but only at the same time. We have a pretty good rapport and body reading to be able to climax at the same time. Right before release, he asks one last time, making sure he can cum in my pussy, only to hear me tell him he can and will clean his mess and eat me to another O.

Our mutual orgasms were so intense and together (not to mention it was late), that I told him to go clean up his cock and the toys and that I was done for the night.

Convincing Me and Getting to this Point

When we first started experimenting with D/s (WLM) in the spring of 2012, we started as Mistress and slave boy. We played around with Godess as well. However changing to Queen/knight was a much better fit for us. I am a loving person and love to reward service and loyalty. I am also loyal to my subject(s). I appreciate the service of my knight and love being in charge of him, but I also love sharing some of the power with him. Don't get me wrong, I do own his cock. It is mine to do as I please.

I often hear about how man want to bring it up to their partner but not sure how or if it is a good idea. It took my knight some time of laying hints and bringing it up, but I share the items that were most influential in us making the shift:
1) One weekend he just became a submissive sissy boy slave. I didn't like this at first. It felt unnatural. He would ask permission to do any and everything and waited and serviced me for two days. The second night he asked permission to kiss and touch me. He asked permission to lick my fantastic (word he used) pussy. At this moment we both realized how incredible soaking wet and creamy my pussy was--obviously speaking volumnes about how excited the given power made me feel.
2) He started to service me with acts he thought he should do (I was not at the place where I wanted to ask or demand). He took over all laundry and some other housework. This was a huge move on his part.
3) I started with some small demands that we carry on to this day: a glass of ice water with lemon on my night stand with my bed turned down, two chocolates, and foot massages as requested.
3) Reading the book: The Misstress Mannual: the Good Girl's Guide to Female Dominance. I have since read many more that have helped me. In addition, I read many blogs to get ideas.

Once we started to practice this more and incorporate it more into our everyday lives (which at first I thought this just a bedroom game), we both saw benefits. We continue to see them. We adore and love each other greatly. A big tip and help for us has been making the lifestyle a little more formal which outlines expectations and created our foundation. See a list of rules and expectation in one of our first posts to our blog.
It's been trial and error in learning and interpreting the expectations but we both are closer, communicate better, and have a new appreciation for each other. I have been more sexual and more confident on myself and our marriage.

I am still a litte apprehensive about somethings and will hold strong on others (some will only be fantasy play and others off limits totally), but I am calling the shots.

Queen's Version: She Takes Control, Yet Gives Knight Many "Gifts"

The weekend was quite an experience. It started on the dance floor. I love to dance and men seem to love to watch (always skeptical if they should approach). The way I move my body on the floor is quite provocative and sensual. A few take their chance, and once others see that I am open to dancing, grinding, and even both taking and giving a feel here and there, others get the balls to try. From a young, heart-broken man there to get laid, to a group of male friends (trying to do the same), and great dancing freak of a man, an older cougar with smoken hot legs, and several others, I danced. Several of them coming back for more and more.

Three main frequent flyers discovered my hubby up on the second floor watching (while all locked up tight), and while first intimidated, they soon learned that I "had him by the balls," and that it excited him to watch. These guys ate that up, telling me they could be the man I needed, wanting to fuck me there that night. One even grinding deep and hard almost came twice (according to self report), but it is my nature to tease and not release. Truth be told, I felt more dicks that night than I have in my first 39 years. Yes this was through their jeans, but I could tell, first on my ass and pelvic areas how long and hard they were then to inspect with my hands--telling them they the were excited or a little too small for my taste. This went on for hours. While dancing sharing with them about my fresh Brazilian wax from earlier in the week or how my thong (from the grinding) was causing me to pulse in my jeans. All of this was a great treat for my husband. He loved to see me with those other men. I loved feeling wanted and desired by man to only shoot them down and return back to the bedroom with my husband.

However, the night was young. The hours of dancing and teasing was just a warm up for the night. I changed into my body (crotch-less) stocking and told my husband to undress. I stuck the my dirty (creamy and sweaty) thong panties into his mouth and used three different canes to strike his ass (asking him which hurt worst). During his cane punishment, I reminded him to keep his hand off my cock (it was not longer his), and to do his chores and service on time. I also reminded him that I was in charge and that I would only take another man if that is what I wanted.

Next, I inserted the strapless strap-on, ordering him to suck my dick, preparing him to discover what getting fucked in the ass feels like. I bent him over the bed and pillows, lubed up, and inserted my silicon cock swift and deep, and without preparation started pounding him hard and harder. Moans and yelps exited at first, but with continued pounding, he was close to cumming. I stopped and demanded pussy service.

After about a half hour of pussy worshiping and a couple of Os, I ordered him in me from behind (my favorite), but I reminded him not to cum. He had to pull out several times to gain his composure (to keep from cumming in my pussy--forbidden without permission and after I have had my share of Os). Once I was ready, I gave permission for release in me. Once done, I stood up on the bed, over his mouth and ordered for him to clean all his mess. Usually worthless after cumming, we stop there, but not this night. The excitement from the dance floor kept our spark. He worked me to more Os, he had the gift of yet another release. This morning, he was awarded his 3rd and final release for a very long time.

Queen's Update: Hot and Horny

This week has been very exciting for me. I can't seem to get sex (well not sex as much as orgasms and pleasure off of my mind). I want to masturbate and stick objects in my pussy. However, I have been on my cycle, so I haven't demanded my nightly pussy service or used any other stimulus other than my bullet. My husband's new jailbird came (again), and again, we had to send it back for ring resizing. His nuts are huge and very imbalanced, and it makes putting the ring on difficult, but the ring is too big and he can slide out, so it's no good. I loved seeing his cock in the metal cage verses the plastic though. This is a real turn on for me. I hope we get it to the right size and get it here. I want to try and make him go 21 days!

My husband loves the thought of me being out with other men, and loves to watch me dance and flirt. This past weekend, I went out with a younger friend to a college bar. I was worried about being the oldest one there. The experience, however, was great for both my husband and I. I decided to wear jeans and leave my anklet at home. I told my husband to go ahead and take the device off later and jack his cock, thinking of me on the dance floor (maybe off in the restroom with another--although this is fantasy talk. If you have read any  of my other posts, you know I don't and won't go there). I also told him that I wouldn't be able to take my phone it, so not to expect any messages and I didn't know when I would be home.

We got there too early, but a man in his 40s latched on; later my friend wanted to ditch him; his dancing embarrassed her. This we did. We spent the next hour dancing the floor. Soon she found someone for the night, so I was on my own. This is not a problem. I love to dance. While I would never say that I am good at it, men seem to love to watch (I like giving them a show), and I usually get approached to dance. I love to move my body to the music. I have nice curves and they are appreciated. I danced with men, woman, people that could be either, every color, every size, boys young enough to be my son and men a little older than I. Some polite asking if I grind, others taking me, so I could feel their long, hard cock pressed up against my ass or pelvic bones (some even tall enough that I could have been titty fucked--if my boobs were actually big enough. I have small breasts and love it. Big boobs are overrated). Anyway, I would dance a little and then I would tell them that I am not interested and not available and they moved on--sometimes coming back around. The dance floor was packed; to go anywhere meant rubbing up against people.

My favorite part of the night was with a man (30 by report) who asked why my husband wasn't there if I was married (my wedding ring is in the shop being fixed--go figure). I told someone for the first time in person about him being locked up. Saying it online is one thing. Saying it out in public was exciting. He didn't understand, so I elaborated on why, how, and that I was in charge of his cock and his release. I also talked about one of our punishment sessions. This guy was very aroused, calling me a dirty, sexy bitch (and I loved it). He then started to share every kinky fantasy he has ever had each time telling me that he had never shared them with anyone; because it was so loud, he had his lips pressed up against my ear. This went on for about 30-40 minutes, then I left as I was bored and returned to the dance floor.

My most comical part of the night was when a 21 year old wanted to keep dancing with me when I told him to go and find someone his age. He argued. I told him that I was old enough to be his mother, but this excited him more. Go figure!

As I got home, my hubby seemed to wake up right away wanting to know the stories and what happened--of course using basics from the night and adding fiction to arouse him. I always call nights out like this "digging for research." The problem is that he already jacked it and came earlier and the cream I make him wear so he doesn't come in seconds had him too numb to feel anything. I was able to get three Os. We don't regularly have period sex, but on occasion I order it. I even gave him permission to enter my ass, but he just couldn't get hard enough. Sigh

Yet, this week we have had a lot of sex chats and IMs, and I can't stop thinking about all the attention. I have been horny. I have teased him a great deal and not allowed release. I love to suck his cock and not let him touch it all night. AND to top it off, my new cane arrived today. I just used two little love taps to test, and I think it will be a good vice for keeping him in line. I love to start exercising some of the domme actions in public. We have an exciting weekend planned and I hope it turns out better than last weekend--maybe the new strapless strap-on will be here!

He and D/s has turned me into a kinky addict--although still pretty tame and mild to most. :)
I know this is a lot of rambling, but I thought it time for a little update on my perspective.

Anniversary Gift Gone Wrong....The Knight Fails to Appreciate his Queen's Gift...

It was Saturday...our anniversary. I was very excited because I had been a good boy and done all that was asked of me by my Queen during the preceding week, although admittedly, I did have a couple of disrespectful moments. I had given Queen her first monthly tribute gift which she was very pleased with. Queen dressed up for the night out with a provocative flair, looking incredibly sexy. I wasn't wearing anything fancy, nice golf shorts and a polo with sandals. The contrast in our look, just as the contrast previously pointed out in a previous post between her luscious pussy and my pathetic cock, was dramatic.

We started out having dinner at a nice little relatively casual place in Royal Oak. Queen took charge right from the get go, informing the waiter that I would be permitted to have one glass of wine (she would later modify this to two). She ordered my food (picking the two entrees she thought she would enjoy most). When the waiter came and asked whether we were finished with an appetizer plate that had come with some bread, I asked him to leave the bread. Queen countermanded this request and instructed the waiter to take the bread away, which he quickly did. It was at this point that I think the waiter became clear on who was in charge, and perhaps was even a bit afraid of my Queen. From that point on, nearly all interaction with the waiter was through my Queen, he hardly even acknowledged my existence at the table until Queen instructed him to give me the bill. From dinner, we went for a stroll in downtown Royal Oak. Browsed through Noir Leather, and then on to a pastry shop for dessert. Overall, the evening was an excellent one. While I will admit that I got a little embarrassed at dinner, I found the public humiliation by Queen to be exciting. This is not to mention that I was with my beautiful wife, who I adore, celebrating our anniversary.

Once home, with the kids in bed and after we hung out for a bit, it was time for bed. Queen had promised me release inside her luscious pussy and the opportunity for my first cream pie. It appeared that this was going to be my only anniversary present, so I was hoping she would let me have it in short order. Queen started masturbating, eventually ordering me to assist, which I complied with, although not with much gusto. Queen had announced that in order for me to get my gift, I would have to make her cum at least 5, and preferably 7 times. I was tired (I had made a 10 hour drive on Friday and then done the Queen's chores all day Saturday leading up to our evening out), and at this point, I was a bit demoralized. I had concluded that I just wasn't up to the task.

Queen reached her 5th orgasm and decided I would be permitted to have my gift. Unfortunately, my pathetic cock was burdened by a case of limp dick. I had a hard time getting in up. Once I did, and Queen allowed me to enter her luscious pussy, I came in less than 10 seconds.  Queen ordered me on my back, swung her leg over my body so she was facing the opposite way and planted her sopping wet pussy with my cum in it (a fair amount had already drained, but there was still a good amount there). Again, I was just not of a mindset to lap it up like I had fantasized so many times. I licked some up, keeping my mouth in place for a minute or two and then gave in and called it a night. In retrospect, I wish Queen would have been firm and forced me to fully clean things up and bring her to another orgasm, but she let me off lightly and the night was done. One again, my cock had proved to be ineffective in fucking Queen and it and I turned in yet another pathetic performance. Queen, and her luscious pussy deserve so much better.

To Cum or Not to Cum

Oh, I am very excited about Saturday. My knight has sent me menus for approval--of course I have picked a place that had two entrees that I could not choose between, so I will order both--one for him and one for me and I will eat some of both. I can't wait to be more openly domme with him too. It's a little practice session. I need practice. My punishment practice went pretty well last weekend. The photo posted was a fresh shot, the bruises came out a couple of days later. This week, however, he has been a good, submissive boy, exercising when told, refraining from masturbation all week, hoping to be given the gift of cumming in my pussy for our anniversary. He has a goal of making me cum at least 5 times first. I prefer 7, a record for me. It may be a long night for him with a great deal of teasing, before he is permitted to release. I cannot wait to restrain him and tease the hell out of his cock. Demanding he not cum until I am pleased. He has gotten pretty good at waiting until I am on my last one, so we can cum together. That would be nice. I hope he is good while we are out. I would hate to ruin his orgasm or not allow one at all. I am sure he will blog about it next week--good or bad. 

I am curious, what do you think? It's only been a week since his last release. Should he get the anniversary gift of cumming in my pussy? Maybe I should make him clean his mess! :)
Please submit a vote/comment. 

Hers is a Luscious Pussy....His is a Pathetic Cock...

I sit here in my hotel room, medium-sized butt plug inserted to remind me of my new found subservient place in the world, considering the dichotomy of the sexual organs of my beautiful wife and I. First, there is my wife the Queen, with the most luscious pussy that I have ever experienced (and yes I have experienced a good number). Her love box is well equipped, with the ability to coyly say….”hey, come on in.” This despite the fact that my Queen has only been with two men (including me) in her lifetime. Her pussy just rocks it, getting incredibly wet with the right stimuli and a clit that will get the size of a Jelly Bean and throb like a pulsing heart.  Her pussy, once worked over and well stretched can take enormous objects. She has a very large black dildo that we very nearly threw away because it was just too big, but any more, when the Queen is feeling good and horny and is nice and wet, she can swallow up that massive black cock before you know it without difficulty. And then there is my pathetic cock. It has not always been so, it was once larger and performed much better, but anymore, my cock has shrunk to a tiny little pathetic cock. Worse yet, Queen’s nickname for my cock is QAR (Quick at Release), because unless I put a numbing agent on, or a condom, or both, I usually cum within seconds of entering Queen, sometimes literally after one or two strokes.  Very often (more often than not), after Queen has been worked over by her dildos, including the massive black one, she has me enter her from behind. Queen loves me very much, and I know this, but she has finally confessed to me that very often, she can’t even tell whether my cock is in her or not. I truly have a pathetic little cock that is unable to satisfy my amazing, beautiful and sensuous Queen. She really does deserve better. I only hope my loyal service and discipline can keep her happy.